You’re invited to join me on the biggest journey of intimacy and self discovery that I have ever offered!
This is a year-long adventure in embodied love and alignment with the deep truth of our souls. It starts on Tuesday, January 7, 2025.
As your Forest Fairy Teacher, I desire to see you become your most free, magical and loving self. I'm thrilled to teach you the skills that I have learned while on this path, which includes relating to your soul and your body by embracing your erotic energy.
This school is about living in the Magic all the time, not just during retreats, workshops or festivals. It’s about making your life a festival, a celebration!
I invite you to engage with me and a group of peers - other amazing people who are also deeply committed to actualizing their most radical gifts - for weekly online coaching meetings as well as a weekly online tantric fairy practice. The online gatherings will all be designed to build a culture of connection, support and learning so that when we connect in person for two Fairy Gatherings (in June 2025 and January 2026), we will have already woven a culture of authenticity and aligned magic, along with a spicy dose of naughtiness and nudity (see FAQ below for more info). I want us to feel the exhilarating and wholesome joy of being our most authentic selves, flitting around the forest together, in our most free, loving and magical forms.
Let’s live in the Magic - every day!
And yes, there will be costumes! We will make them out of leaves, grass and sticks at both of our Fairy Festivals.
What might you learn this year?
🌿 Skills for setting yourself free to live in the magic of love, every day
🌿 Learn to release shame, befriend your body and embrace your natural erotic energy.
🌿 Cultivate intimacy with yourself, nature and other humans.
🌿 Move the needle on your level of embodiment, personal charisma and empowerment.
🌿 Make new soul family friends - people who are also committed to deep authenticity and living their best life.
Who is this for?
🌸 This is for people of all genders who have already done some work on (and play with) themselves. It's for anyone who wants to allow themselves to become more of a fairy (a deeply magical creature). It's for folks who know in their bones that there is a more beautiful world that is possible, and who are willing to take bold actions towards living into that world.
🌸 It's for men of all persuasions who want to be more playful. It's for gender bendy folks who would like to deepen their relationship with nature and be more "out" about their erotic selves. It's for women who want to release shame and befriend their bodies.
Core Principles:
🧚🏿 You have permission for your erotic energy to be the inspiring force of your life. The thought of your erotic life does not need to depress, contain or own you.
🧚🏿 A deep remembering that the forest, the trees and this Earth are your home. Your home is not any building, city or person.
🧚🏿 Your body is your fairy's temple. When you see your own beauty and power, you'll feel your wings grow.
🧚🏿 Talking with the animals, plants, trees and rocks does not make you crazy, it makes you whole.
🧚🏿 Your inner child has the key to your creativity and your genius. And we will support your inner adult in learning to take care of that child, and to help keep track of that key, so that it doesn’t get lost at the bottom of some jumbled toy box.
🧚🏿 Your erotic desires give the blueprint for where your soul can find the most expansive lessons and relationships. So let us create a container that’s intimate and loving, and is a place where you can really live into the next best version of yourself.
🧚🏿 Leaning into the intimacy of difficult conversations is a skill that increases your capacity for magic.
🧚🏿 Fairies deliver medicine and magic in all kinds of forms - kindness as well as difficult truth, acts of service, loving touch and even courageous acts of destruction.
Together, let’s discover your unique flavor of magic and how you can share it ever more skillfully with the world.
How will this all this happen? What will we actually DO together?
The recipe for this program is relatively simple. Each week, we'll come together online to share vulnerably and practice together. We'll start with an invocation to the magical dimension. During our first gathering we'll make group agreements and explore what each person needs in order to feel a deep sense of safety, belonging and connection. Throughout the year there will be authentic sharing about erotic energy, embodiment and our personal growth edges. We will work with releasing shame, fear, and anxiety through shadow work and play. We will also use the technology of "transpersonal eroticism" - when you learn to connect with your erotic energy, you can discover the way to elevate pleasure into joy. There will be coaching from me, structured exercises and playtime. In between online meetings, you'll be meeting with each other (as online practice partners) and working on the skills that are most aligned with your personal learning edge.
Additionally, I’ll be sharing with you the most intimate and nuanced lessons that I am learning in my personal and spiritual life as they feel relevant to what we are learning together.
And, like everything that I do, this program is only half-baked. And that's intentional. I am leaving space for YOU to bring your magic to the group and to share things that you know will make a difference for the other souls in our circle. The wisdom of this circle will be far greater than any single one of us, and that wisdom will be our actual teacher. As the program leader I will when necessary, remind us of our shared group intention and make sure that everything that is offered feels in alignment with that intention.
- Get off the hamster wheel of life and start creating heaven on earth.
- Stop just putting one foot in front of the other - discover and own your superpowers.
- Learn how to make decisions - for yourself and your relationships - that align with the magic and juice of your purpose in life.
- Build actual measurable skills to transform how you show up in your relationships.
- Understand intimacy as the portal for personal growth that it is meant to be.
- Learn to listen to your soul voice and take bold, compassionate action to create more love in your life.
- Find your learning edge and deepen your capacity for playing there.
- Nurture a sense of self worth and safety in yourself rather than needing others to prop you up.
- Transcend fear and alchemize trauma through connection, pleasure and presence.
- Depersonalize your experience of erotic energy - it’s not about your self worth!
Program Includes:
- Online Tantric Fairy Play Time - Twice a month on Thursdays - 12:00 - 1:00 pm - Starting Jan 9, 2025
- Weekly Group Coaching calls - Tuesdays - 11:30 am - 1:30 pm - Starting Jan 7, 2025
- Play partner sessions
- Discounted 1:1 coaching with Sarah
- Community engagement - online classroom
- Access to online content library (recorded group coaching calls as well as playground erotic content)
- Occasional guest teachers/speakers
- Reading list
- Bonus peer led practices
- Personalized Daily Fairy Practice
- Day Long (In Person) Mini-Retreat in the Red River Gorge - May 29, 2025
- Opportunity to purchase a Discounted Ticket for the Forest Fairy Festival - Red River Gorge - May 30 - June 1
- Opportunity to purchase a Discounted Ticket for the Forest Fairy Intensive - Bali - January 2026
- Participation in group camp at Starwood Festival - July 15-21, 2025 (admission to festival not included)
Your investment
Time & Focus
⏰ This experiment will be the most successful if we all are 100% committed to making it a transformational experience. That will require financial investment (see below) and also your time, creativity and heartfelt presence.
⏰ Imagine giving four hours of your week, each week, to this new container that we are creating together, and to your own personal growth and learning.
Tuition
Year Long Program
💸Pay in Full - $6000 (Save $1200)
💸Monthly Payment Plan - $600 per month (for 12 months)
💸Earlybird Monthly Payment Plan - $550 per month (for 12 months) - for first 4 people (Save $600)
💸Partial Scholarships available with application process - please contact me for more information
Fine print: Sarah will not be running the group coaching calls in June and July. During this time, the coaching calls will still happen, with guest leaders. The Forest Fairy Festival, at the end of May, will be a slightly larger event than just our core group from the Training School (50 people?) The first day of the Festival - Thursday, May 29th - will be a private retreat experience just for members of the Training School, before the rest of the people arrive for the weekend. During the Festival, we will all have an opportunity to take on leadership roles and share our forest fairy gifts with the larger circle of guests.
Refund policy
Of course, I would prefer to keep the money that you have contributed; your financial support is the reason I am able to offer this work in the world. When you pay for this experience, it is an energetic way that you invest in your own learning and transformation, and take responsibility for making the most of our time together. However, if you feel that you would like to receive money back from me, here’s how I would like to handle it. There will be no refunds for monthly payments. For annual payments, we will refund you the pro-rated amount of the “unused” months.
FAQ
Who is this program NOT for?
People who are not willing to take responsibility for themselves. This is not a good fit for folks who don't want to show up for repair conversations. Furthermore, while we will make an effort to create a safer container for authentic self expression, there is no guarantee of complete 'safety' in this program. Things will come up, emotions will be touched, and we will become more intimate with one another in the process. This experiment is not meant to be comfortable all the time.
How spicy will this get?
In all aspects of this program, erotic and ecstatic energy will be welcomed and celebrated. One thing this means is that you’re welcome to express desire and attraction for one another, and to express your boundaries around that - we’ll spend some time practicing both things. As far as nudity, for the group coaching calls, clothes will stay on. For the weekly tantric fairy practice sessions as well as at the in person events, nudity will be welcome and celebrated but not necessary. When we are in-person, there will be touch exercises offered, all of which will involve some kind of structure and the clear practice of consent. There may be spaces where we practice “affirmative consent” - where consent is assumed until you speak otherwise.
All that being said, it’s hard to say how spicy it will get, because it will really depend on the chemistry and the willingness of the group.
One of the major aspects of this experiment is learning to relate to our own eroticism with a sense of innocence and acceptance - so that will be encouraged always and everywhere.
What if I can’t make the Tuesday coaching meetings?
If you can’t EVER make the meetings, then this isn’t a good fit. In order for our group to “gel”, we need everyone to commit to attending a minimum of three times per month. However, the meetings will be recorded, so that is a way to still participate and benefit from the meetings, even if you can’t attend all of them.
What if I can’t make the Thursday practice sessions?
These sessions are a bit more optional. And they will also be open to people who are not part of the Forest Fairy Training School. So if you can’t make these, it’s not as much of an issue. In general, these will not be recorded. However, there will be one or two of these recorded as examples that will be available in the online classroom.
What about plant medicine? Will that be part of this experience?
This is a great question and I have not yet decided where I am landing on this. It will NOT be the primary modality that we will explore. I want this experiment to be about learning to “get high on our own supply” of endogenous magic molecules - the ones that come from Eros, connection, and alchemizing our shadows. However, I have seen how light doses of certain medicines can be helpful in attaining the breakthroughs that we need. So plant medicine is not out of the question. TBD.
About Sarah
In case you aren't already familiar with my work in the world... here's a bit about how I became a professional Forest Fairy.
The forest is my power place, and always has been. When I was initiated as a priestess of Oshun (the Yoruba Orisha of sensuality and creativity), at the age of 21, the most sacred rites of the ceremony were performed in "Igbodu" or the "Sacred Grove" of the forest. I have been studying the Magic of the forest, my body and intimate relationships for over thirty years. I "voted with my life" by experimenting with myself and my inner world for my entire adult life. My spiritual life has always been the most important realm - it's how I have learned how to live in the Magic.
I'm drawn to the liminal spaces of the human experience - the edgy learning zones, where there is enough comfort and connection in order for us to bravely lean into discovering new aspects of our inner worlds. I'm gifted at finding my own learning edges, as well as those of others.
In this program, I'll be drawing on my training as a facilitator of transpersonal erotic experiences, shadow work, tantric practices, authentic relating and somatic coaching. And, I'll be deeply listening to my inner guidance, leaning into my faith in the Divine, and encouraging you to do the same.
Influential Trainings & Initiations
🌿 Tantra Teacher Training, Dancing Shiva Tantra Monastery (2024 - 2027)
🌿 Somatica Institute - Core & Advanced Training (2022-2023)
🌿 Authentic Relating Level 1 - Ubud, Bali (2023)
🌿 Awaken As Love Tantra Facilitator Training - Delhi, India (2020)
🌿 Body Electric Faculty & Ambassadors Training (2018 to current)
🌿 Awakening Women - Women's Temple Facilitator - Auroville, India (2019)
🌿 Human Awareness Institute Level 1 (2019)
🌿 Tantra Meets BDSM - Om Rupani & Laurie Handlers (2019)
🌿 Akhanda Yoga – 200 Hour Yoga Teacher Training - Rishikesh, India (2018)
🌿Red River Gorge Play Ashram - Community Co-Founder (2017 - 2022)
🌿 Professional Cuddlist Training (2017)
🌿 Cuddle Party Facilitator (2017)
🌿 The Shadow Process - Ford Institute (2016)
🌿 Forum Facilitator Training, Entrepreneur's Organization, Cleveland, OH (2015)
🌿 Non Violent Communication - Thriving as an NVC Trainer (2013)
🌿 Winner, Business Planning Competition, Council of Smaller Enterprises, Cleveland OH (2003)
🌿 “Forty Under Forty” Award, Cleveland, OH
🌿 Ifa Priestess Initiation - Iyanifa - By Chief Bolu Fatunmise (1996)
🌿 Obatala Initiation - By Chief Bolu Fatunmise (1995)
🌿 B.A. Rice University (1994)
🌿 Yoruba Priestess Initiation - Orisha Oshun - By Chief Bolu Fatunmise (1993)
Sarah Belzile
